AT LEAST ONE OF THE MEDS IS WORKING.

Yesterday I was in horrible pain and too nauseous to eat.

G IS LEAVING TOWN.

 I am taking it harder than before even though various friends and I have left town and come back. 

MY MEDICAID COVERAGE RAN OUT THIS SPRING

I did not want to go back to the doctor until I had bought the co op, or at better yet until after the New Year but couldn't hold out. Started on Metformin and Trulicity again even though they don't have the catchy spot Jardiance and Ozempic have:

 

Started Trulicity and Metformin again even though they don't have the catchy spots Ozempic has: https://t.co/DidC3SSUqu

— Jane Hautanen (@snipercatcher) September 28, 2024

BOREDOM IS A PLEASING ANTIDOTE TO FEAR.

 Daphne du Maurier 

My mother died one year ago today.

Today would have been my grandmother's birthday.

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF FALL

 Dreamt about my parents this morning. 

Feeling better tonight.

After almost a year I finally have access to less than one tenth of the money coming to me.

Shit.

I hurt.

In seven to ten business days I will have access to PART of the money my mother left me.

Never Again

My fourth job is finding a place to live and moving into it.

THERE

 I told you a secret.

I AM ABOUT TO SNAP.

My iPad is over six years old and showing its age. I am trying to settle my mother's estate and never had the chance to grieve properly and she died almost a year ago.

We are living month to month in our house and I can't even get my hands on the money that is rightfully mine so I can buy a condo. I don't have time to install apps that aren't even compatible with the current iPad, or open accounts that "only" cost $40 a year. 

I am literally working six days a week and right now you need to make an appointment at the fucking Apple store, which used to be a fun place. If you want me to download these apps or open an account YOU give me the money and go to the G.D. Apple store yourself.

And I don't need to hear religious lectures from you. 

Thank you.