Feeling better tonight.

After almost a year I finally have access to less than one tenth of the money coming to me.

Shit.

I hurt.

In seven to ten business days I will have access to PART of the money my mother left me.

Never Again

My fourth job is finding a place to live and moving into it.

THERE

 I told you a secret.

I AM ABOUT TO SNAP.

My iPad is over six years old and showing its age. I am trying to settle my mother's estate and never had the chance to grieve properly and she died almost a year ago.

We are living month to month in our house and I can't even get my hands on the money that is rightfully mine so I can buy a condo. I don't have time to install apps that aren't even compatible with the current iPad, or open accounts that "only" cost $40 a year. 

I am literally working six days a week and right now you need to make an appointment at the fucking Apple store, which used to be a fun place. If you want me to download these apps or open an account YOU give me the money and go to the G.D. Apple store yourself.

And I don't need to hear religious lectures from you. 

Thank you.